M-i-s-e-a-r-a-b-l-e

Pleading and crying just won't do.(yes i did cried,several times in fact)
my mum won't change her mind.
I still don't have the permission to work at sunway.
After such a long semester i think i needed a break.
not the i-just-sit around-and-do-nothing-break.(if i have this kind of break one more time,i think i'll go nuts)


By break i mean an escapism from all those things that made my life misearable
i think this will be the last summer holiday that i can be truely happy before i start the internship
i've been dreaming about this summer holiday since the last one.
where i can surround myself with books.a lot of books.
sometimes i feel like i can just live in one of those huge bookstores and be happy.
Tapi tak boleh.
Sangat sangat frust
need i say more?
huhu